Thursday, February 05, 2004

scariest dream EVER

so i just had the worst nightmare of my life. one good thing was that when i woke up i actually WOKE UP instead of going back to sleep....well....i got up after the third time. i really am pretty masochistic sometimes, haha.

either way, in my dream, jason was tearin' shit up. i mean TEARIN' SHIT UP. the dream actually started in a mental hospital or something where a friend of mine was tending to some poor souls in bodybags. either way at some point two of them stand up, one is absolutely MASSIVE (that's jason). apparently they weren't quite dead. so they attack my friend, he's wearing blue scrubs, and i'm outisde looking into the locked room through a window screaming for help. i have no idea why my friend's in a locked room with dead bodies. the dude's get outa the body bags and jason is quite a scary motherfucker. he looks more like a whitefaced vampire joker and he's very agile. but my friend puts up a great fight and actually kills the littler dude somehow...but jason is a badass. he kills my friend, gets out, and gets PELTED WITH BULLETS from the cops or soemthing. i suppose they heard me (they were in the locked room for a while). either way, this scene reminds me of a scene in hellsing where alucard gets machine gunned to pieces and then stands up and puts himself together. jason was smiling.

but he was up again at some point...put on some scrubs and actually slipped out in the commotion.

then comes to my goddamn house. 'cept there's a poolhouse, pool, and a second story...but it's still my house.

this is the weird part, and the really scary part. i'm at home with a bunch of people i don't know (odd characters) and jason's roamin' around outside pickin' us off one by one. the fucked up part is that a few minutes before someone dies....i know how they're going to die. like...i see it...like a memory...or like i've "seen this movie before". some gruesome shit. of course because i knew how people were going to die...i was always there. so i ALWAYS saw people get killed...a lot of the time when other people were someplace else. but no, i saw every single one die....and i couldn't do anything about it, either. sick....sick....but i kind of forced myself to watch *shrugs* couldn't help it.

at one point a bunch of blue aliens walked through my house. they had some telekenesis (sp?) that was ultimately useles....but they didn't seem to bother jason.....or at leasat i didn't see him kill any of them. even in the dream i was just like, "what the FUCK!?"

some weird deaths: girl standing by the window with the curtains drawn. jason comes CRASHING through with arms out, bearhugs her and pulls her back out the hole he made. unfuckingbelievable. i saw that one happen before it did and i was watching her, waiting. 'nother one...guy outside turns into a tree. yeah....a tree. he grows a huge root system and can't move. i think jason comes and pulls him out and leaves a big muddy hole where he was planted. ...*shrugs* don't ask. this other one...which i didn't "see" happen but knew was going to......jason somehow either got a bear or turned into a bear...but he was outside about to bust in through a window again. at this point jason's in the house in one of the back rooms of my house. we assume he's like..feasting on dead bodies or somthing 'cause he hasn't come out yet. either way, a girl's in the bathroom brushing her teeth with the door open...a girl in anther room hears a funny noise and walks over to the hallway to peer into the bathroom to see if the other girl is okay....in one deft move, jason covers her mouth and pulls her down the hallway. i see this from an angle such that i just see a massive, beaten, gloved hand shoot out from behind a wall and yank her into the darkness. so quick nobody else even noticed...but i knew it was gonna happen.

oh, and i also know how I'M going to die...which is really weird. i'm walking around this whole time with my car key in my pocket. for some reason i'm not afraid to go outside and i make sure that the van is in a good place to leave in a hurry. unfortunatel it's blocked in my an SUV smashing it into the curb for some reason...but i know i can get out of it. however much i check, though, and however much it makes me feel bettr that i have the key and i know exactly where the car is...i know i'm going to die in the car. jason does one of those big bearhugs and literally RIPS the entire top off the van. not just the TOP, but the top with all the walls/windows as well so it's like an open tray of twisted metal and grabs me and at least a few other people who were in the car.

i know it's going to happen, but i still intend to jump in the car at some point and book it....all the usual fate/destiny/knowing-the-future crap is going through my head and i think i can beat it.

i see a lot of other people die...bodyparts all over the place....fun shit. i get very close to jason many times....scared shitless...but knowing when i DO die....so sometimes i do it on purpose to see him kill these people. never once tried to fight him....

so yeah, i actually went back to sleep twice to jump back into this doozy....scared as hell but too curious :) finally did get my ass up after the bear.....


*shakes goosebumps* i woke up and smiled.