channing

this is the dream i dreamt after sleeping after waking up from that last one (you follow?).

another skeleton of a memory, but i was dating this girl, and she came out with me and my brother to something like china town...only it was set in those hills where i was kidnapped to. very weird.

so this girl, her name is channing (i don't know and have never known a channing), is a cute little asian girl...i 'kind' of remember her face. she wasn't like, amazingly hot or anything, just kind of like, perfectly cute. looking at her and knowing that she loved me too just made me feel...complete (yeah yeah, lame, but descriptive). we didn't know much about eachother, and hadn't been together long, but we just fell for eachother.....*shrugs*. it was totally in a non-sexual way too. when i looked at her i didn't feel like, damn i can't wait to get her in bed....it was more like....she just made me content with life in its entirety.

so eventually she's looking at something and my and my brother are talking about her, and i tell him that yeah, i'm in love, and he's very happy for me. being all big-brother-ish think how cute it is that his little bro is in love. he was always almsot a second father to me, always helping, always supportive, always proud. he's a good brother for anyone to have :) and then we go and order some weird kimchee shit that they make into a soup (it was like one of those 'make your own ice cream' type things except they put all these vegetables and weird animals together how you wanted and made soup) and that was my happy dream ending.

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fucked

so this was an interesting dream....mostly 'cause it had to do with two good friends of mine fucking me over...i feel kind of bad for having the dream, but who knows what the subconscious says *shrugs* and i'd said i'd be as honest as i possibly could on this...so here goes.

i'm not really sure how the dream starts out, but i get kidnapped....by six of my "closest friends". i don't know who all six were (isn't it weird how, in dreams, sometimes you just know things? i just knew that these were my six closest friends). either way, they kidnapped me basically because they needed money. when i had the dream i think i woke up in the middle of the night, and actually remembered the whole thing, in great detail, and told myself to remember it....i probably would've if i hadn't dreamt another odd dream right after it....(blogging that one next)

so what i do remember, and who i do remember, is nick and drew faehnle....they were in the front seats of a car and i was in the back with my hands tied behind my back and i kept asking them why the hell they were doing this (it was a ransom kidnapping) and why the hell they decided to do it to me. i can't remember their explanation but they were trying to be very stern about it....but i could tell they were at least partially dissappointed in themselves for doing it. either way, they took me into the hills and kept me in this dark, dank shack...something that reminded me of 'the crying game' with forest whittaker....and kept me their and it was kind of a long ordeal.....but yeah, all i remember is what i just wrote...little flashes here and there. very disturbing....

i'm in no way afraid of this happening (i don't know if drew still reads this ; ), which is what made me so disturbed when i realized that i'd dreamt it....*shrugs* more mysteries of the subconscious. being honest, of course, the only quelm i have with drew and nick guys (i think christian might've been involved too...) is that i don't always know why ANYBODY likes hanging out with me sometimes...much less how these guys who are a lot older than me can find me interesting....but i've always been one to second guess a good thing and usually i manage to supress it. needless to say, some of my best memories of this time of my life are memories of adventures and debaucheries i've had with these guys.

old farts

cop car

haven't been here in a while...gotta work on burying lindsay ;) (below)

so last night i had this interesting dream that i was on the side of the road (not driving this time) and these two cars were driving side by side down a two lane highway (one lane each way)...the car on the wrong side of the road was some oldschool cop car. i was on the edge of a beach...but it looked like some shitty california beach you'd see in a movie and everything looked like it was out of a beach boys music video or something. cute, but go-go-ish. either way, inevitably a car comes down the road against these two and the cop car SMACKS it head on.....the weird thing is there's just this huge metallic thud, but cop car recoils backwards in a screech of tires as the oncoming, innocent car goes speeding by. the cop car gives up the original chase, regains control and follows that innocent one that hit him....and the ends the dream.

the weirdest thing was that even though these two cars smacked head on going...really fast...there was no damage. the cop car just bounced off the innocent car like it was a ball coming off a baseball bat.

what could it mean....

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