Tuesday, October 14, 2003

the crew

and by the crew i mean my only two x-girlfriends, lindsay and candace. i know i said i didn't want to talk about candace anymore but hey, it was a dream, i can't help those. there's a line in some evanescence song that goes along the lines of, "but i can't control my dreams, but dream i do" about some poor schmuck that she can't forget or something. either way, yeah.

i'm walking around this place that looks like the first floor of a hotel in waikiki (back home) that's REALLY beautiful. it's like a small zoo with this ponds all over with flamingos, swans, even penguins. it's really fun to walk around. i went there once with cat when we were hammered and trying to sober up.

either way, it's daytime in what looks like this place, only minus the animals...and crossbread it with a shitty dorm. yeah. tell me about it *shrugs*.

either way, for some reason lindsay (my first girlfriend) lives downstairs from me (i live here) and she's away and had asked me to take care of her rabbit...so i'm letting her rabbit run around outside..only running around outside for this tubby rabbit is mostly sitting on a spot on the cement...and i get a phone call on my cell phone. all i hear is this guy talking about me (i know from his voice he's some thuggish black dude...not to be racist) and i'm just confused...i don't say anything, somehow knowing it's a recording. he's talking about how i'm gay :) always fun. i just find it amusing, not even offended although i don't know this person. when he's done candace comes on and starts talking really ditzilly asking what i thought about what he'd said...i gather he's some kind of friend of hers...possibly interested in her? i dunno. i'm listening to her go off...not really caring about what she's saying as i bend down and pet the cute brown bunny with a little diaper on.

the rabbit actually looks up at me as i pet his head and presses against my hand...like a cat does. he really liked me. candace's voice fades away in my ear as i slowly stop caring about anything she says 'cause this cute little bunny likes me.

then i woke up to do my pset.


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