Wednesday, February 12, 2003


so to start off my dream blob, here's one i was woken up in the middle of this afternoon (i slept from 6:30am-1:00pm).

first of all a bit of a background story: there was this girl in high school, a year younger than me, who i was very good friends with. and she was HOT. now, my cute friend had a boyfriend of about a year and a half and....we were getting a bit too close for comfort now and again. nothing really happened (minus a little biased truth or dare) but i think i could've made something happen. either way, nothing happened, and they're now living together and probably getting married at some point.

now i don't regret many things, but (here's my evil part) i really wish i'd at least tried something here, because she really was an amazing girl.

so now my dream (god help me if she reads this....almost impossible though):

i forgot a lot of it 'cause i was interrupted, but the only part that made sense to me was where she and i were on one of those fold-out lie-down lawn chairs on like a california boardwalk makin' out. not like, bump and grind makin' out, just very (looking for a word) passionately. despite remembering only two flashes out of the entire dream (the other didn't make much sense at all), i do remember vividly what it felt like to have a girl in my arms again, and i was very sad when it was just a dream....

life goes on....

Tuesday, February 11, 2003

i'm going to start blobbing my dreams here